I'm a Failure

I feel so down. I'm so confused with what to do with my life..

I feel like Im a weakling with everything I do…

I dont know why I feel so down and depressed right now... I've had hard times in the last month or so... but still... I was completely fine yesterday.... but my happiness is very unstable. How can I learn to be happy again all the time?

The upside of feeling down

“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”

- Elizabeth Wurtzel