A NEW DAY

"Never a failure Always a lesson."
-Rihanna

Failure

By: Shawn Pearson

To try and try and yet come up short,

to hang my head while giving report,

not able to make anything right,

turns brightest day to darkest night.

Amidst thoughts of strength to find myself weak

brings a gut-wrenching pain of which my heart cannot speak.

Failure has never been part of my plan.

I curse times I don’t, when I know that I can.

My standard, my goal, my hope is perfection,

yet I am met with regret, rebuke and rejection.

Failure is a companion I have grown to despise,

its taunts and its laughs are not found in your eyes.

In you I can see love, understanding and more.

You think me a winner regardless life’s score.

When I’ve nearly given up, drowning in failure,

you give my life, my sight, my plight to the Savior.

A loving like yours in this life is most glorious,

although I’m imperfect with you, in Christ I’m victorious.

"Failure is an event, never a person."

-William D. Brown

“Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love people who treat you right, forgive the ones who don’t, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it’d be easy, they just promised it’d be worth it.”

-Unknown

i believe that everything happens for a reason yan ang motto ko simula nung elementary pa ko. naniniwala kasi ako na hindi naman mangyayari ang isang bagay or pangyayari kung walang rason. :) parang diba kapag naghiwalay kayo ng boyfriend/girlfriend mo plagi naten sinasabi my dahilan kung bakit nangyari yun. at ganyan din nararamdaman ko ngayon. :) hindi sa boyfriend ah! :)) alam ko sa sarili ko na ako ang my kasalanan kung bakit nangyari ito. may mga bagay na mas inuuna o inuna ako kesa mag-aral at aminado ako na di ako palabasang tao. may mga libro na hindi ko binasa na dapat basahin at binasa.
alam ko simula pa lang na hindi ito ang gusto ko pero trini-try or tri-ny ko gustuhin dahil ito na ang course ko. ayoko na baguhin or something. akala ko gusto at kaya ko. oo kaya pero hindi kayang kaya. pero kung tatanungin niyo ko kung nagsisisi ako. hindi dahil sabi nga and i quote;

“You have to hurt in order to know. Fall in order to grow. Lose in order to gain. Because most of life’s lessons are learned in pain.”

dahil sa course ko na ito lahat ng klaseng atang pagpapasensya ginawa ko hahah. at masaya pa din ako sa kabila ng pagsubok na yon. kung tatanungin niyo ko kung umiyak ako. believe it or not. kahapon lang ng-sink in sa utak ko. tas mga less than 20 minutes lang ako umiyak then okay na ko. :) hindi dahil di ako apektado or something. kung hindi bakit ako magmumukmok or magsisisi eh ako naman my kasalanan. ako yung di nagsunog ng kilay sa pagrereview at di nagbasa. at mas inuna pa yung ibang bagay. pero sa kabila ng ngyari bakit ako magmumukmok ang daming nagmamahal sakin. at madami magandang nangyari. :)

sa lahat naman ng huhusga at huhusgahan ako keribels lang. kanya-kanyang trip lang yan :) sabi nga ulit ng quote:

“Life is short, don’t waste time worrying about what people think of you. Hold on to the ones that care, because in the end, they will be the only ones there.”

— Unknown

To my family especially kay mama and papa binigo ko man po kayo ngayon pero isa sa mga araw na ito magiging proud din po kayo sakin. :) all my life ang gusto ko lang eh yung maging perfect daughter pero nadisappoint ko kayo lalo na sarili ko. pero babawi ako. hindi man ako maging doctor gaya ni papa or maging rn gaya ni mama. gagawin ko lahat para maging successful din ako :)
Mommy thanks my for being there for me always :) sa lahat po ng tiwala i love you and tita my
Arreza & Angeles Family salamat sa suporta at pagmamahal. :) gaya ng sinabi ko ang gusto ko lang maging proud kayo sakin. sorry ulit. :) at babawi ako. to my kuya tj and ate/s sam and sandy salamat kahapon. :) i loveyou and thanks sa power hug! :) nanay sorry kung sinira ko ng 15 minutes ang moment mo. ahhaha :)) happy bday i love you. to all my titos and titas salamat po at mahal ko kayo.
Super Best Friends i love you alam nyo yan hahah! salamat sa pagsama sakin magsimba hahah. kahit alam ko yung dalawa jan hudyo hahahahhahahahaha joke lang. :) tong its na lang oh! :p
Friends hi hello. sorry walang party hahah! CHARING salamat sa prayers at pag unawa. ready na ko ulet pumarty! haha! i love you and thanks sa lhat ng help at love.
BSND10-11 i love you and congrats. :) salamat ng marami. mamimiss ko kayong apat. :) sorry kung hindi 100% see you soon.
JPAN family & SSC-Manila wala man ang picture or name ko ngayon sa gate ng school pero isa sa mga araw na to or months or years. malalagay din ako:) at magiging proud din kayo sakin :) maraming salamat. :)
God thank you padin po. :) gaya ng sabi ko sayo matalo manalo lahat ng prinomise ko gagawin ko po. :) alam ko my mas na plano ikaw skin. :) at hihintayin ko yon. =)

“Life isn’t about what happens to you, it’s about how you react to what happens to you.”— Unknown

“When you fall down, you just gotta get back up and keep on going. There’s no sense in just sitting there.”

— Unknown

masayang masaya ako at aatakihin nako sa puso sa dami ng nagmamahal sakin sa kabila ng lahat. sabi nga diba sa oras ng kagipitan or pag down na down ka doon mo makikita lahat ng nagmamahal sayo. at dun palang winner nako. anjan pamilya at mga taong totoong nagmamahal sakin. i'm so blessed to be stressed. :) at sa lahat ang importante eh yung lesson/s na mpupulot mo. sabi ko nga kay lord nung nagsimba ako. di man ako pumasa diba importante nagbalik na ko sayo:)) yes, kasi last year plano ko mgshift ng religion hahahahhaa:)) anywei yung nga masaya padin ako.

“Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you only have one life and one chance to do it all.”— Unknown

sabi nga sakin "di lang exam ang basehan para maging successful ka" oo nga naman yung mga bilyonaryo hndi ba di sila nakatapos? haha eh ako my diploma naman haha. at yung iba naman pumasa nga sa EXAM san sila ngayon? nagsipag asawa at kung anik anik. :)) alam ko my plan si lord skn. :)

"good things come to those who wait." at sympre tao lang din ako nagkakamali. :) di perfect. at pag nagkamali kaya nga naimbento ang eraser. para burahin at itama ule. :)

“I want you to accept that life is not perfect, that people are not perfect, and that there are all sorts of things in the world that disappoint us.”— Unknown

“Life isn’t a destination, it’s a journey. We all come upon unexpected curves and turning points. Everything that happens to us shapes who we are becoming. And in the adventure of each day, we discover the important things in life and why they’re important.”

— Unknown