Wednesday, October 13, 2010
depression,
emotions,
just saying,
LIFE,
what i really feel
The upside of feeling down
“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”
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I am loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. 
I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but a lil scared on the inside. 
I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside.
I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion, but not true love.
I am everything and nothing all at once.
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